Day Two: Countdown begins.

Hello all, long time no blog eh? well I didn't feel much need, mainly been trying to lose weight still, went to otakon not working..same old same old. I now have until March, to atleast get a job and get a place of my own. What's happening in March you ask. Well my parents are moving to SC...Now I'm not sure where I want to be quite frankly, but I think I'll definitely want to be in a city. I could go to either Baltimore or Philly, those are the first two choices I have in mind. I have a lot of things on my mind and things I need to take care and hopefully all will fall in to place as I lay down the dominoes. So the next month is crucial, This weekend is the Dir en Grey concert. I will also be getting ready for my trip to Maryland and in the process will be looking for work via craigslist, snag a job and monster. I would love either retail or an office job..I might try to get a job where a friend of my brothers is working, that would definitely help out. This also means I must get myself retainers for my face metal. I will be trying to invest into more work related clothing and the like. I will be trying to blog more often and generally be more productive. I told I have a lot of work. I will also be trying to get my social life in some form of order, and not be sitting in my home all day by myself, For those within reasonable range of driving or bus riding prepare to see a lot more of Miwa. I will be trying for license next month so I can begin driving and ultimately getting a car of my very own. so no more of this having to wait on transportation or someone else will have to occur. Now As far as getting my own place. I would really like to get my own place or in the event I find a boy/girlfriend I would like to live with them, how I'm not going to wait upon that to happen so ultimately saying I will get my own apartment I can't afford to count on a roommate whether I know them or not, it's not really in my best interest. But I however can not live completely by myself so I will get either a small dog or a cat...maybe both. a bird even might do me some wonders. From there I will work on getting into school so I can eventually have a career and not work on hourly wages. It'll be good for me. I will get back to studying and practicing magick, I am a pagan and though I've not abandoned it I've not payed much attention to it in a long while, my mind being fogged by outside things, I need to focus. My art I will be including more into my daily life, that includes drawing, painting photography, sewing, knitting and very recently playing the violin...I have a small one but I need a larger one and will get one as soon as I can. I cannot live without music and I would love to learn, will probably invest in a keyboard so I can practice piano as well, it's a skill I would love to improve on. I need to cleanse my body mind and soul and rekindle the passion I have for my interests. Udoli has not left. My mind has been very overloaded, but I think for now it needs to be more compact instead of completely open. At least a 100 girls and boys so we can have less confusion and be more focused on getting the styles down, that way when present to those who have some interested it will be less confusing. So any mods if you're reading, I hope you are on the same page with me. I will make a separate post on Udoli, to let you know what ideas I have and how we should go about the execution. The spark has returned and quite frankly I feel rather like I should have been feeling for years. This is just the things I have planned so far.

Step 1: Is simply to get a well paying job and get situated, Managing my money better, knowing when to spend on necessities such as clothing and my phone, and when and how to spend/save for pleasure as well as things I want to accomplish, i.e an apartment a....familiar, a car. It shall be quite interesting but I refuse to fail, it's not an option.

Step 2: Moving out...that will be the step I need to get out of this cycle that has been looming in my life for far too long. It will different and I will probably be sad, but I need to do it. I am no longer a child.




Ah I feel good, a post that needed to happen, and to get me back to blogging lol. For those who have my youtube channels There will be only 4 in Use, my 3 personal ones and one for Udoli. Any other channel that you may have me on, that have no activity will most likely be for favorites only...oh and before I forget I will get back to learning my selected languages: French, German and Japanese. Once I'm to a point where I can carry conversations comfortably for each I may move on to something else, but for now this is what I will focus on.

Bai bai buuu.