2010 is almost here

The year is almost over, there is an excitement I have, waiting for the new year to end. I really can't wait for 2010 to be here. I have alot planned for next year.

My number one resolution is to be less of a hermit. I want to travel more, get mingling more. Should be very fun.
Going to Visit my Twin in April, Otakon in the summer :3, maybe some concerts here and there if I can find some I'd go to, see if I can find some interesting local bands to go watch. Definitely want to get back to clubbing.

Number 2 be happii and healthy, I don't like to being at the weight, even though I've lost weight, I need to lose more. So more Alli, going back to cayenne pepper, and more replacement meal shakes. Eating smaller, exercise, dancing classes. I'm gonna do it all. I won't let anyone stop me if I can help it. I won't let sadness be the center of my life, I refuse to let it cripple me.

Number 3 will be my transtioning, By the end of the year I will become a full fledged earth bound faerie. I will be getting more tattoos, will definitely be getting my second one before the year is over, it's really over due...which means no online shopping for me. That's alright, I don't think I need anything at the moment. I will continue making my clothes and picking up pieces for my wardrobe I feel will fit. I will make my Dreams a reality.

Here is a 2010 Preview




In other news I've gotten some new things :3
a lot of stuff in the mail, this is why I can't be on ebay. I'll make a seperate post to show off my goodies, now I've got to take care of some business.


Oh before I go, I'd like to say, I really seeing lazy ass Dance Covers, come on, if' you're gonna dance put some fucking energy. I will be doing some soon, and puting energy into them ( and without being too over the top) But seriously, and the people who leave positive comments for them...why, I don't care what their reasoning is, unless they're extremely ill ( which then would raise the question of why they're dancing and not laying down) It irritates the shit out of me. Do it right or GTFO the webbernets, it ain't cute.

Bai Bai Buuu :D

So this is me in Udoli mode I made the sweater and you can see all my teefs, I still have baby teeth on the bottom there. My wig hasn't gotten here yet and all my pictures for my purchases are on the other laptop D: so next post hopefully you will see them. Well nai nai buuu

Ringo no Juicu :D

Damn I haven't posted in a bit, D: I've mostly been working but I've done some sewing in the past couple days :3, getting some stuff done, so there has been some productivity in my life. Seahorse finally gave me his address, I cannot wait to go visit. I've ordered quite a bit online late, so there will be a nice post once more stuff comes in, Do things in batches instead of waiting for everything to be here. will also post my completed crafties n____n. I really want my wig to come in here D: Like seriously. It's gonna be so win. I can't wait for Minky skull to get here either so I can make my hair accessory. New pictures coming on Thursday and possibly friday. Wahh I don't even have anything really to show today. It's late too, I was gonna play Katamari, but I'd be on it all night if I did that <_____<;;;;>

weight loss challenge

So me and The Pixel are having a weight loss challenge. 20 lbs by the end of December


here's my ticker. apparently it has other plans as far has how many pounds I need to lose enough weight to get to a 38 inch waist. Should be interesting, much dancing to be done and proper eating as well....may have to go food shopping <________<;;;;

So

So I've been wanting to take some pole dancing lessons for a little while, and they have a class at the studio where I used to ( and will be taking again) belly dance class. Like on the same day, one right after the other. That is gonna be so win. I am gonna be sore. But it should be fun. I'll really work on my upper body strength for serious. And I can work on my confidence too. So that's 40 for the classes ( 20 each) and probably 10 dollars for travel. Now on my other blog I mentioned the wanting to get my own place, I think it would be fantastic to have my own place so I could practice Pole dancing in private. My second pay check is coming up this Thursday but I won't be able to cash it till Saturday afternoon D: Which fails, so after that it's a trip to the bank, I should have something like 650-700 so at least 200 in the bank, In this order, paint, bed frame, computer ( which I hope has a screen, and I'll need to get a wireless card for it. But hopefully new photos soon, since I'm a bum and haven't dressed up or anything in ages, I plan to do some outing and hanging with friends so be on the look out. Later.

mmmm yummeh

SO Gyaru-O guy's are totally flippin hot. It's not like I'm gonna managed to find one if any in Dirty Jersey. But I mean good god
how can you say no to that?
-sighs- I have no luck with relationships it seems, I can't even say I'm in one right now ; ^; which is totally fail.
I don't know if I'll ever get to really experience another, or one where there isn't a whole lot of complications, like distance,
not being able to talk, avoidance of the worse kind ( yes I think he's avoiding me), secret squirreling.
Now lets be honest, no one is perfect. I don't expect anyone to be, but seriously, I try to work on the things I think my be problematic
I certainly will not change how I dress for another person, that's a no-go on the fucking yogo.
I try not to cling or be suffocating. Everyone needs space. But apparently I'm doing something wrong. My standards......well they're just that, I don't believe in settling, I won't do it.
well enough banter, nai nai buuuu

Bat King

Charlemagne will always be my Bat Kingu

♥

Sexy yis?

Can I Even Dream

Just how I feel at the moment. I really do love this song, I want to do a cover for this.