I dunno I feel very blah lately. I mean, I feel very uncool, people almost only seem to want to hang out with me if I offer something or I'm paying for something, very rarely does anyone ask me to hang out with them or make an effort to come see me. I'm not boring, well I don't think I am. And I don't want to always think of something to do. I have quite a few friends via webbernets that I love talking to. But a lot aren't within a bus traveling distance. I don't really try to impress anyone, but when I try to be me very few people appreciate it. I dunno I just feel really irritated about things, I've no ipod to help me out. Maybe I should have a donation button on my tumblr or something so I can get a new ipod. Guess I shouldn't worry about such things right now, I have to focus on getting work so I can save to move to Cali with Eddy Bear.
