So to all those who read my blog, I'm extremely sorry I haven't posted in a long time. At the moment, I have work almost every day it seems and haven't really done anything besides that. Since the weather has been looking fairly decent as of late, I'm planning to go out this weekend ( Saturday to be exact) I will definitely try to post either that night or my next chance with the computer. Lately I had a bit of an epiphany, and have been rejuvenated it seems, After looking at several pictures of my favorite character ( who I am nicknamed after) Miwako, I was inspired to definitely have a look to call my own. I want it to be Elegant, Glamorous, Sweet, extravagant, and above all Udoli. Now don't get it twisted, I'm still a faerie, but I was a faerie without style so to speak. I don't know how often I'll be getting out with how much I seem to be working. I need to change my Availability for the moment because of the work schedule dad has, and quite frankly, I don't like to catch the bus to late at night for anything. But maybe that way I will have more time to go during the day instead of having it wasted at work with their sad excuse for giving me hours ( come on what 22 year old girl wants to work work from the middle of the afternoon til almost closing time) I mean I don't have a car or anyform of transportation for late night outings so, guess I'll really need to work on that. This is also a sign of me coming more to terms with my age, although I'll still strive to um not wear what the average girl my age is wearing. We weren't made with cookie cutters. I do feel I'm starting to get a bit more Mature. Even with the sick twisted, perverted mind I have. I will always be a little girl at heart. I feel so much better with these thoughts and so far 2010 has been good. I've been trying to eat better, by not buying food at work <___<;;; it's difficult. But I'm trying my hardest, I do need to work out more, so February I'm going to get a bike for myself. I don't need a car at the moment. If I need to go to the club, I'll just ask to stay with Tiffy-pop. I vow to walk through the dog shit and out shine all thought they were more fabulous and glamorous than I. No longer am I the push over or the girl with the low self-esteem. Bitches can suck my swagger. I realize people put me down because of Jealousy and fear, I was brave to be who I wanted and outshined the brightest star and didn't even realize it. It's the year 2010 and I'm taking over.
