weight loss challenge

So me and The Pixel are having a weight loss challenge. 20 lbs by the end of December


here's my ticker. apparently it has other plans as far has how many pounds I need to lose enough weight to get to a 38 inch waist. Should be interesting, much dancing to be done and proper eating as well....may have to go food shopping <________<;;;;

So

So I've been wanting to take some pole dancing lessons for a little while, and they have a class at the studio where I used to ( and will be taking again) belly dance class. Like on the same day, one right after the other. That is gonna be so win. I am gonna be sore. But it should be fun. I'll really work on my upper body strength for serious. And I can work on my confidence too. So that's 40 for the classes ( 20 each) and probably 10 dollars for travel. Now on my other blog I mentioned the wanting to get my own place, I think it would be fantastic to have my own place so I could practice Pole dancing in private. My second pay check is coming up this Thursday but I won't be able to cash it till Saturday afternoon D: Which fails, so after that it's a trip to the bank, I should have something like 650-700 so at least 200 in the bank, In this order, paint, bed frame, computer ( which I hope has a screen, and I'll need to get a wireless card for it. But hopefully new photos soon, since I'm a bum and haven't dressed up or anything in ages, I plan to do some outing and hanging with friends so be on the look out. Later.

mmmm yummeh

SO Gyaru-O guy's are totally flippin hot. It's not like I'm gonna managed to find one if any in Dirty Jersey. But I mean good god
how can you say no to that?
-sighs- I have no luck with relationships it seems, I can't even say I'm in one right now ; ^; which is totally fail.
I don't know if I'll ever get to really experience another, or one where there isn't a whole lot of complications, like distance,
not being able to talk, avoidance of the worse kind ( yes I think he's avoiding me), secret squirreling.
Now lets be honest, no one is perfect. I don't expect anyone to be, but seriously, I try to work on the things I think my be problematic
I certainly will not change how I dress for another person, that's a no-go on the fucking yogo.
I try not to cling or be suffocating. Everyone needs space. But apparently I'm doing something wrong. My standards......well they're just that, I don't believe in settling, I won't do it.
well enough banter, nai nai buuuu

Bat King

Charlemagne will always be my Bat Kingu

♥

Sexy yis?

Can I Even Dream

Just how I feel at the moment. I really do love this song, I want to do a cover for this.